Agony of Pain

A couple of months had passed and my life was upside down, I felt like giving up for I can no longer endure the pain inside (for the second time). Much of my world revolves around one person but it seems like the world is against me and that I suffered.

This person is super duper special to me,but at some point of our lives I guess to part ways is better for both of us. We tried to patched things up but there's this feeling of apprehensions from each of us. From that day forward my life was like a struggle to go on a day with out minding the pain.

Do you know the feeling of being in agony of pain and more and more problems are coming to you all at once? Its fucking bullshit! (sorry for the word but it is). I'm like loosing all my energy, no appetite to go to work,to hang out, to do stuffed you used to enjoy. Indeed,I was able to emphatized why smart, genius ,wealthy, poor weak and strong in love people commit suicide and get themselves into something illegal like drugs, some may even want to ran away and go see some unfamiliar place and lastly for men they look for another woman. All these are the results of a person in agony of pain. Worst thing is it could make you insane.

Somehow, during my dark days my family and some good office mates was there for me. Of course they didn't know what happened to me,all they see is the usual me at work and me in the family. I was wearing a masked those days and it is tiring. So I tried to repressed and keep focus to what is really happening in front me and didn't dwell so much to what am I feeling.

Such action and being some place else helps me a lot. I admit that it is really a tough thing to go through, to get over someone who is so dear to you. Until now this person crossed in my thoughts once in a while but I guess its part of the healing process after all we've been friends for quite long now.

I believe in time we could still be casual friends. This person once thought me how to love and be loved but I realize that too much of it is suffocating and not love. I felt more satisfied now and at peace with myself than I had in a long time.... I needed to learn to open my heart again,be expressive as to what's in my heart and mind, and give love without requiring anything in return.

TO YOU: Thank you so much for everything if not for you I wouldn't be in this condition.It's about time to move on to another chapter of our life. You will always be remembered for all your good deeds.

Favorite Thai Soup " tomyan"

THAI SOUP "TOMYAN"

The first time I eat “TOMYAN” was in Bangkok Thailand. The taste is sweet, hot and it’s simply irresistible. This month me and Zen were able to eat at Chic and Fab at Crossroads Banilad, twice and always with “Tomyan” in our order. It’s seems like im addicted to “Tomyan” now and to some other Thai, Korean, and Japanese foods. Food with lots of spicies on it is simply the best to me. By the way Chic and Fab is a new discovery for us. You might want to give it a try and taste it yourself. So delicious!!

Bohol Beach Club Escapade

Last Saturday me and my friend decided to go to Bohol Beach Club. I've heard of this resort before but I never get the chance to visit the place.

It's Saturday morning when we decided to make a totally unplanned trip to Bohol, we were such in a hurry that time to get to the pier if we can possibly catch an early afternoon trip since we cannot stay longer therefore we need to make use whatever time we had.

Luckily we were able to catch up the 1:45 afternoon trip of Weesam fast craft. From Tagbilaran it took us 20-30 minutes to get to Bohol Beach Club. Well the resort was good,it has complete amenities and most especially very relaxing but we were not so pleased with the service they had towards their customers.

We were all set to check out at 11:00 o clock in the morning even though the usual time for check is 12:00 noon, this is because we planned to used their internet facility first to check Cebu Pacific Schedule, so we called up front desk if there's any way for us to get an internet access from our room since my friend got a laptop.

The operator told me i can buy a card for 90 pesos at the front desk then we can get an internet access, so i walked through the front desk immediately after putting down the phone but to my dismay the front desk attendant told me they have no 90 pesos available and only 400 pesos card available. I head back to our room and bring nothing.

We tried at business center since that's the option that was given to us by the front desk attendant, but then again the lady in charge told us internet connection is down so there is no way for us to use it. Last but not the least we tried to ask their help to get us the Cebu Pacific office number through using their telephone but instead of making a call to the operator just to ask the number she referred us to the front desk again which i think is not a good move.

They let their customers walk back and forth for just a simple task to do. It's like frustrating because that resort was kind of famous and we thought they got good personnel who knows how to treat and pleased their customers right so that customers would have the reason to recommend their resort to some friends or families or leave a good impression so that customers would keep coming back but it's different and theirs no reason for me to go their again.

Lastly, we noticed that when you are inside the resort, we had this feeling like they'll make you broke, because room rates are quite high, everything you ask to do something has a charge as in nothing is free worst of all some personnel is lack of initiative.

Not really a good trip at all. Sorry but this is just based on my personal experience with this resort.I was able to visit a five star resorts here in Cebu like Shangrila and Hillton and they are way too far in terms of service.

Which Work's Best Wordpress vs Blogger?

I'm actually confused and wants to know which work's best between Wordpress vs Blogger? I also post this question actually started a forum to blogcatalog since I want to know bloggers opinion about this one for the reason that I will soon buy a domain name and pay for hosting but as to what template should i be using I cant decide yet.

So to gain answers and to help me decide over this matter, i decided to blog about this and hoping to get opinions from my valued readers and fellow bloggers. I also tried signing up at wordpress and honestly i find it a little difficult compared to my experience when i first start blogspot. But infairness to wordpress they offer more features (plug-in) than blogger.

So please drop me a line or comment if you got something to say about this post and i would like to thank you in advance for doing so. Here's what other bloggers respond to this post http://www.blogcatalog.com/group/blogspot/discuss/entry/which-one-do-you-prefer-wordpress-vs-blogger I know for sure your opinion could help to newbie bloggers like me.

Dismayed to BPI Phone Banker

Yesterday, i recieve my BPI classic credit card. I was waiting for this few weeks ago from my application. I told my bestfriend about the credit card i got and we immediately proceed to Ayala Shopping Center. Well, we plan to purchase a samsung tv with samsung dvd player. Were actually both excited as to what model of tv should we purchase.

My first choice was 20" inch sony bravia that will also serve as pc monitor but it was way too expensive and we both find it impractical to buy it now since the purpose of buying a television is only to watch what the television can offer us. Now everything was being tested to see if theres any factory defect and after that its all set and ready to deliver.

Upon reaching the counter, the sales attendant told me that my card is not working, and they need another card,i was quite unsure if the attendant did the right thing becuase that was the first swipe i ever made. So i ask her to swipe it again and she say the same thing. This time i was quite anxious becuase i dont have that much cash on hand and i dont have any other cards too.

So we called up customers service by dialling the toll free number of Bank of the Philippine Island (BPI) to consult my credit card situation. It took time for us to get to the phone banker and when i finnaly speak to him, he first verify if the credit card is mine and after that, i told him my problem of why theres an error in swiping.

He told me i cannot avail the special installment plan (SIP) becuase my card is only good for straight payment and he can offer me no other options aside from waiting a year to increase my credit limit which also mean i can reallocate half of my credit limit to SIP and by hearing that I felt dismayed due for a fact that i cannot avail the 12 months zero interest which defeat my purpose.

Actually im not a new BPI customer and it is my first time to experienced this situation after banking with them for the past three years. So i guess i'd rather surrender this card and maybe switch to Citi bank but im gonna think about it first before applying one and this time i'll make sure that i clarify all my concerns to the bank before using it so there will be no pulling out again.