Bungy Jumping in Thailand

Bungy jumping is one heck of a kind! it's like a suicidal jump... this is what my co-trippers called the highlight of our visit in Thailand.

The Best Expression of Love is TIME

I have been reading a lot lately, like The Countess below the Stairs authored by Eva Ibbotson and from whirlwind romance I shifted to a spiritual self help book of which I'm currently reading the Purpose Driven Life of the famous author Mr. Rick Warren # 1 new york times bestseller. As I was leafing through the pages, I found this topic about LOVE and find it right in fact I read this again and again because I for one experienced this just recently. So here it goes...

The best use of life is love, love should be your top priority, primary objective and greatest ambition. Love is not a good part of your life but the MOST important part. Relationships must have priority in your life above everything else, why? because life without love is worthless. Relationships is not just a part of our lives along with many other task but it is what life is all about (according to god).

Relationships, not achievements or the acquisition of things are what matters most in life. So why do we allow our relationships to get the short end of the stick? When our schedules become overloaded, we start skimming relationally,cutting back on giving the time, energy and attention that loving relationships require. Whats most important to God is displace by what is urgent.

Busyness is a great enemy of relationships. We become preoccupied with making a living, doing our work, paying bills and accomplishing goals as if these tasks are the point in life. They are not. The point of life is learning to love god and people. Love will last forever and it leaves a lasting heritage.

The importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them. The more time you give to something, the more you reveal its importance and value to you. (read this closely) If you want to know a person's priorities, just look at how they use their time.

Time is our most precious gift because we only have a set amount of it.We can make more money but we cant make more time. When we give someone our time, its the same thing as giving them a portion of our life that we will never get back. Our time is our life, that is why the greatest gift we can give someone is our time.

Its not enough when we say relationships are important, we must prove it by investing time in them. Words alone are worthless. Relationships takes time effort and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E. The essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves. The most desired gift of love is focused attention. Love concentrates so intently on another that we forget our self at that moment. When we give our most precious asset-our time,its the same thing as making sacrifice for we value the person and that is basically the essence of love.

We cannot give without loving, but we cannot love without giving "god so love the world and he gave..." Love means giving up- yielding our preferences, comfort, goals, security, money, energy, or time for the benefit of someone else.

When is the best time to love? " Whenever we have the opportunity, we should do good to everyone, use every chance you have for doing good, whenever you possibly can, do good to those who need it, never tell your neighbor to wait until tomorrow if you can help them now". So the answer to the question above is NOW, because we don't know how long will we have the opportunity. Circumstances change, people die, children grow up and we have no guarantee of tomorrow. If we want to express love, we'd better do it NOW.

In a nutshell, the best use of life is LOVE. The best expression of love is TIME. The best time to love is NOW.

Cry by Rihanna (Lyrics and Music)

I like this song

My real gun firing experience

Firing is one thing I wanted to try it myself long before. But do you know that firework’s and guns are also the things that I don’t want to keep. These two different things produce sounds that make me scared to the point of covering my ears and closing my eyes that’s how I am when I was a kid.

M16

As I was making a draft for my blog, I remember my teenage days, it is the time where a kid like me was so curious about so many things around me. Just like any kids I do have a lot of fears but by circumstances I was able to conquer some of my fears.



Well so much for that, me and my officemates has this long time plan to try firing. If I remember it right this was like a 2008 plan, but to no luck or maybe everybody was so busy with individual schedules we weren’t able to make it happen. The owner of the firing range is the father in law of Siegfried so I guess anytime we want to do the firing we could really make it. We just need to loosen a bit with our work schedules.



January this year when I first experienced the real gun firing with professional instructor, at first I was hesitant because I don’t know if I can do it, but my friend RC owner of the guns I’m using keep on challenging and insisting to try, I kept on saying no and next time but somehow at the back of my mind something is telling me the opposite, why should I not try anyway if this is the only way not to fear gun anymore in my whole life so then I took RC’s challenged.

As a newbie of course I do not know the do’s and don’ts of holding a gun, when to engaged, what’s the proper position and stuffed. A lot of basic things to remember when you’re at the firing range or when you’re carrying a gun in public and one of those is to “always consider your gun loaded”.



I was able to used two different kinds of 45 caliber and M16 the one with sniper. I wowed after seeing my alpha’s shots, it’s not that Im boasting but according to the instructor im easy to teach with and quite a good shooter even if im just a newbie and if I just keep practicing I can even join the BACTUS competition as RC wants me to join but im not confident enough and its gonna be so soon.



Oh boy.. another one heck of experienced.Im starting to get addicted to firing and might as well get a gun for myself nyahaha.. Im just kidding. Least now I know how to used gun. It feels so good to get into the firing range, it also helps to release your anger. Enjoy watching my vid and if you want to join our next firing adventure, do leave a message at my chatters box or a comment for me to contact you. Godbless us all!

Agony of Pain

A couple of months had passed and my life was upside down, I felt like giving up for I can no longer endure the pain inside (for the second time). Much of my world revolves around one person but it seems like the world is against me and that I suffered.

This person is super duper special to me,but at some point of our lives I guess to part ways is better for both of us. We tried to patched things up but there's this feeling of apprehensions from each of us. From that day forward my life was like a struggle to go on a day with out minding the pain.

Do you know the feeling of being in agony of pain and more and more problems are coming to you all at once? Its fucking bullshit! (sorry for the word but it is). I'm like loosing all my energy, no appetite to go to work,to hang out, to do stuffed you used to enjoy. Indeed,I was able to emphatized why smart, genius ,wealthy, poor weak and strong in love people commit suicide and get themselves into something illegal like drugs, some may even want to ran away and go see some unfamiliar place and lastly for men they look for another woman. All these are the results of a person in agony of pain. Worst thing is it could make you insane.

Somehow, during my dark days my family and some good office mates was there for me. Of course they didn't know what happened to me,all they see is the usual me at work and me in the family. I was wearing a masked those days and it is tiring. So I tried to repressed and keep focus to what is really happening in front me and didn't dwell so much to what am I feeling.

Such action and being some place else helps me a lot. I admit that it is really a tough thing to go through, to get over someone who is so dear to you. Until now this person crossed in my thoughts once in a while but I guess its part of the healing process after all we've been friends for quite long now.

I believe in time we could still be casual friends. This person once thought me how to love and be loved but I realize that too much of it is suffocating and not love. I felt more satisfied now and at peace with myself than I had in a long time.... I needed to learn to open my heart again,be expressive as to what's in my heart and mind, and give love without requiring anything in return.

TO YOU: Thank you so much for everything if not for you I wouldn't be in this condition.It's about time to move on to another chapter of our life. You will always be remembered for all your good deeds.